Lil Kim has caught some flack recently for bleaching her skin and changing her appearance, and a recently surfaced video might shed some light on the identity issues apparently plaguing the rapper.

“I’m a Spanish girl trapped in a Black girl’s body. I’m like all mixed up,” she says before breaking into Spanish on the video.

What do you think, Grio fam? Does this explain Lil Kim’s recent plastic surgery and drastic appearance changes?