R. Kelly Accuser
Kitti Jones (Video still via Inside Edition)

Ready or not, the disgusting details of R. Kelly’s alleged abuse against Kittie Jones is coming.

The former radio DJ who recently opened up to Rolling Stone about enduring two years of abuse at the hands of the Grammy-winning R&B superstar has written a tell-all book entitled I Was Somebody Before This.

If you want a lesson on what not to do, you may want to give it a read but expect to be floored by the graphic and disturbing content:

As I sat in the Chicago studio room my head started to feel dizzy, I hadn’t eaten in two days , he had me on punishment, and thoughts of my life and how I got here? I was smart, ambitious, and independent I went from small tv roles like Soul Train , The Parkers, having a successful radio career, great family, and friends. I had just toured 30 cities with R.Kelly , living in Chicago with him and I wanted to kill myself,” she writes.

“As I looked around the room for something to end my life I cried I wanted to blame God, someone for not stopping me from moving to Chicago but the only thing I could find were Excedrin PM headache pills, I took a few hoping It will make me fall asleep fast. I wanted to dream I was back home happy again all I remembered was that … I was somebody before this… and I wanted my life back!

The 10-chapter offering feature sections with provocative titles like ‘Are you Getting Peed On?’ and ‘She Looks a Lot Like That Girl From That Sextape’ and paint a disturbing picture of the singer who continues to sell out shows despite multiple allegations of abuse.

The book is available on Amazon.com.